Dear Wendy,

I wish you’re here with me. I would like you to see me in the romantic part of neverland, though I know when you're here,I will forget about everything.i will hesitate to go to every adventure and I wont be able to lay the best funny plan to fool the pirates. I don’t want to miss everything when were together.

Folks are not here. I am sure they are looking for me. Even tink doesn’t know I am here.she doesn’t expect me to come here. however I can visit London because you need me here. It has been quite some time since I have been to London. I don’t know if I can find my way back there.

I can still remember when I first saw you. You were so young then. You were so beautiful and gets more beautiful as you grow. From that time I decided I will always come for you and cherish every time that were together. I will take you to neverland, play with me and fly with those magnificent flowers and creatures that we can see. In a short time you inspired me. Even at this time, I reminisce those moments and couldn’t understand what I really feel. But that strange feeling, stranger than everything I felt in my most adventurous journey, made me feel I am always with you, no matter how far you are from me.

This is why I envy you, humans, because you grow old. When the time comes that you become the prettiest lady in London or in all parts of the worlds, I am still a boy like your brother, micheal. I couldn’t shake off the thought that we are bind by a difference that cannot be changed. This mystery has brought this eternal loneliness to me. I am sure you know it, too, or if not, you can also feel it. This loneliness sometimes make it difficult for me to fly.

I know that there will come a time you’ll find someone, a human like you. Who will love you and take care of you for the rest of your life. What could be happier than seeing the person who means so much to you grow old with you? This thought makes me cry while hiding under a giant mushroom head. anyone who may see me cry would laugh because I look so funny. But for me, it is death.

Sometimes, I just want to fly up high aimlessly and let myself collide with anything on my way which could destroy the legend which is me. Sometimes I want to take you away, far from earth or neverland, and go to a place where everything is different – where we can be together forever.

But I am Peter Pan and I am not a love story. I am a funny ageless hero in every child’s book. I can only dream of you but can’t deeply fall in love with you. And I am not supposed to be sad because I am Peter Pan! I am supposed to be funny!

But I hope you understand and I wish you know.

It’s me
Peter Pan